Suspicious lymph node

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Hi everyone. This is my first post here and like everyone at this stage I am very anxious and on a rollercoaster of emotions. Following a screening recall I was told by the consultant radiographer that’ I definitely had ‘something that will require treatment’. I had mentally prepared myself for this - some sort of sixth sense told me it would be cancer even though I had no cause for concern prior to screening. I was just about able to cope with what I am told is a 13mm mass found through screening. I know of others who have had very successful treatment for early stage found in screening. However the finding of a suspicious lymph node on ultrasound has completely floored me and I now veer from being slightly positive to planning what I need to put my affairs in order. I am sure this is common response. 
i now have a date next week to see the surgeon for biopsy results  Having read much more now I realise that there will probably be more tests needed then and yet more waiting  This time really is awful isn’t it  I thought I had dealt with problems well in the past and was strong when it came to serious issues  But nothing has prepared me for the current turmoil and anxiety

  • Oh we've all planned our funerals at pre diagnosis stage!!  I was recalled from my first screening and here I am 5 years later, still annoying my hubby and daughter.

  • Hi , definitely a horrible time, I think most of us here have found the waiting truly tortuous. And yes very common to start planning to put affairs in order. A really anxious stage, I do feel for you. Whatever the news finally is, you will at least know what you’re dealing with and will have some idea about a treatment plan. Fear of the unknown is huge! Please be reassured that there are so many of us on the forum, with the full range of types, sizes and stages of breast cancer, and here we all are, still rattling around the site! And lots more have simply got on with their lives and don’t post any more. 
    Sorry you’ve had to find yourself here but I’m sure you’ll find lots of support and shared experiences. It’s useful to start filling up your profile so that you don’t need to keep repeating yourself on threads. As the tests come back you’ll know more about your particular beast - and you’ll get a treatment plan tailored to you. 
    Sending love and a big virtual hug, HFxx

    HappyFeet1 xx
    Don’t be afraid to cry. It will free your mind of sorrowful thoughts. – Hopi