So I have my first oncology appointment tomorrow.
last week I was called in over a concern over a lymph node on the opposite side to my tumour but it turned out ok. Also at that time I briefly saw my surgeon who told me the good news that all my tests had come back clear and there was no spread. She also briefly went over the treatment plan and the fact I will have chemo, mastectomy and the chemo and radio. But for the past couple of days I can feel myself getting more and more worked up. When I began this journey, three docs (at my docs surgery) and the same said surgeon from the hospital had thought this was in fact a cyst and at the very last minute, when I went in for it to be drained,they said it was cancer. What happens if they change their mind tomorrow and tell me ‘well actually we’ve found something else’ even though last week they told me it was all clear. It’s playing very heavy on my mind. I suppose the only positive is that since last weeks visit I’ve been sent my paperwork to get a wig, so maybe everything is just moving forwards as it should be.
im just worried and scared. You seem to get one thing out of the way, then a new worry comes to fruition. I want to be positive but .... I’m just scared I’m going to loose this fight and I’ve not even started treatment
Londonmum that Stephen Hawking quote ..... 
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