But not a very patient one!
I've at least got a diagnosis, it's invasive ductal cancer grade 2, but still small, oestrogen receptive but looks as if I might get away with the lymph nodes....and maybe not too much treatment afterwards?
Complex plan, but to begin with, a sentinel node (plus another one or so) removal as day surgery, (a nuclear medicine visit first to get 'the jab' for them to trace) then a gap while that, plus the HER result come back, then because of my previous surgeries for cysts and the fact one resulted in a massive haematoma, therefore scar tissue, I will have a complete mastectomy with an implant. That will be immediately after Easter.
By finding out as much as possible beforehand, the surgeon hopes to prevent too many operations. Obviously I will then need Tamoxifen or similar, so will appreciate helpful advice about that.
But I'd be interested on anyone's 'take' on her plan. I feel reassured that she took time with me, and the BC nurse afterwards spent a good while too.
Hugs xxx
Hi AnnJac, I was told bt a cancer U.K nurse that it stays in our body for five days , but has left by ten if that helps you.
I don't want to risk anything so will only have 3 days off. I feel fine today, and was very busy on Bank Holiday Monday up at 5 etc. and gardening, but it did feel like abnormal tiredeness and I want to see if my hands improve at all, as I can't fasten buttons or hold a cup firmly and I was never like this during last year's extensive treatment
.I have been on the drug for 7 months and am getting worse .not better as I was told I would be after radiotherapy. Still trying to find out if the Accord I am on has changed since Activis, which makes Cipla, has bought the name.
Good luck with your trip to London. Will post if there is any noticeable improvement even if it is only three days
Tonight it seems right ankle is being a pest......it’s odd it seems ankles are the worst. (Oh, and the hips ache too, but that’s last night’s yoga!)
and im still very aware of the lump in boob, and even more right at the edge, I guess it’s the implant edge/muscle edge and I may well be feeling this even more as any internal inflammation due to the ops is healing well after all this time. But when one wakes in the wee small hours and is aware, panic levels inevitably rise once more! Heck, does the worry EVER go?
Hugs to you all xxx
Moomy
moomy, the worry never goes!!! So agree re staying on Letrozole, despite the awful side effects. It would be so dreadful if it came back because I had stopped the tabs early, as BC can mestastasise late. Can't risk that. Keep forgetting the B12!
The concert was better than last night, though the organist fluffed the entry of the Domine Jesu and the conductor had to stop it and restart! Really enjoyed the singing, and the audience seemed to enjoy it. Next one Saturday. Xxxx
Onwards and flatwards (don't do hills) and keep walking if you can!
Glad the concert was better than dress rehearsal, Seaspirit, and only the organist let you down.
Thank goodness for a quieter day today, we’ve been into the Bombe three days in a row and it’s great not to get woken by an alarm! Yes I know, many folk work; but I am 73 and retired a while back!!! It’s choir today though...and I missed last week....
hugs xxx
Moomy
And I decided (on the spur of the moment!) to get my nails done rather than file them myself, we’ve a fairly new beauty (tan, nails, massages) shop up the road, popped in, they had a free appointment so my hands now look cared for! No, no colour on nails but all the hard skin has been filed away, cuticles cared for, nails beautifully shaped and conditioned. And I feel a touch pampered as a result!
Hugs xxx
Moomy
Hi,moomy....I am ever so sorry about your “lump”.Hope it is nothing to worry about ...as you say...the worry does never leave you...it is just another “add-on”to having cancer.
I was interested to read about stopping letrozole.I tend to agree with ...the fear of further cancer makes me keep on with it.However,I SO want to stop it after 5 years!!I have been on it for 3 years nearly,now.I find the side-effects hard.Some Hospitals are thinking of keeping people on it for 10 years....what are people’s thoughts on this??
My older brothers’ results for his cancer came theough.He has prostate cancer and needs radiotherapy for 4 times then it is over.(and an injction each 9 weeks to shrink it.)(his words....)
So it is a massive relief that it hasnt spread.
Am enjoying reading about your concert rehearsals,and your naughty husband!!so funny,!!
It is becoming pretty obvious that Loratidine is helping me with the generalised aches and pains, plus post nasal drip! Will be glad when I can start again!
Managed to mow the lawn this morning and cut round the edges, too, makes it look so much tidier. It was a bit damp but thought I’d do it while it was fine!
thinking of all you lovely ladies,
hugs xxx
Moomy
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