AWAKE.........

Hello mrsox,

How you always cheer me up in the dead of night! With me, the left wonk was the troublesome one with various cysts and fibroadenomas. And because of that I got quite complacent when real tumours apoeared in it. Not long before I was diagnosed I got some sort of abscess on the breast which I didn't even report to the doctor and it was horrible. He said later it wasn't connected but I now wonder.

God I would love some toast but have taken the bagels out of the freezer and have to wait. I'm on holiday today and getting anxious. 

Pepys xx

Lady Pepys...

I had a fibroadomas yrs ago n the pain from avin that removed put me off avin a boob job. Id just left a long and shite relationship n felt down so i thought boob job as very small chested wud chee me up then the above happend, put me rite off. Had double glazing installed instead we money. 

Im goin manchester tmora f sum new docs, garantee i get lost agen.

Enjoy ur holiday we ur pal. Ill look 4ward to ur tales wen ur back. 

Liv f now chik !!!!!!! 

Take care n be safe.xxx

Hi mr sox i think they need to realise we don't make these decisions lightly. I had multiple cysts also. Im up on down upcoming surgery at the forefront of my mind. Still a lot going on at home and stress of both our parents but trying to not let it get to me i need to be strong for my 12 to 14 hour surgery. Iv'e missed so much on here recently its' been hard trying to catch up. I have been thinking of you all. Thankyou for asking how I'm doing Mr sox none of my friends ask anymore well I lost a few of them i have 2 left but they dont' understand. Sending love a nd hugs. Xx

Morning Shellian , I'm missing your texts. really hope you are able to get a new phone sorted soon! But I'm still here for you and still thinking about you. xxxx

Morning all, 

Hope everyone has a good day! Sending ((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))) xxxx

Ladies.......

Hi sal how are you? I've missed you're texts too. My daughter is home in 3 weeks just before my op so she's bringing me her old one. Have to say this tablet is great for this site but I only have it daytime. Candy crush for my partner when he gets home. Quite isolating without my phone. It was off for days flashes weird messages then starts up again. I'm so frustrated could throw it through the window. Been thinking of you and all the ladies on here. Xxx

Someone (possibly Jodec) mentioned a song so I thought I'd share one of my favourites, just in case anyone missed it. It should be our anthem.

Older ladies

Hi All . I’m having s few really awful days and can’t stop crying and shaking . My son keeps asking me if I’m ok and I’m blaming the lurgy. He’s going back to Uni on Saturday and I’m going to miss him so much . I’m in such a state waiting for my treatment plan . How do you get through this . I’m trying to keep busy but am failing really badly . I can’t see any light at the moment . I’m sorry to put this out there when you all have your own very important battles but I just don’t have any one else to go to. . X Maria 

Hi All, went to Warwick who said they would do the dbl mx but I'd have to wait 5-6 weeks more and I am already 6 weeks post chemo. They also said that they can still see the tumour in my lymph and several nodes are enlarged. I can't leave it another 6 weeks so have to go with what the single mx, but I have now lost my surgery slot and am in a queue. I've messed it all up and have no-one to blame but me. Hopefully they will get me in again soon. X

Hi Maria

I really hope it will get easier for you when you see your treatment plan.  Hanging around is the pits.

Sending you lots of hugs, love and support.  You really are not alone.

Love

Dogspire

Got my wig today.  Husband doesn't like it.  I,'m not mad keen myself but what's the alternative?  I have never been a hats and scarves type