AWAKE.........

Hi Mag123 

I totally agree about distraction, I was just so ill on chemo I couldn't manage it , I'm a Specialist nurse. But I did go back while having rads. Lovely news about grandchildren, I'm 55 but daughter no plans in that area! 

Xx

Night night Fruit Loops, sleep well and stay safe

 plenty of sleepy fairy dust for all who wish

 hugs xxx

I must admit I’m more careful with money, I just think of lots of things as unimportant atm, funny how we’re are affected to psychologically differently to tough this as well as physically. I walked my dog for the first time today which felt great but I also admit I’m feeling down about the constant discomfort, I’ll get there!! Have a great night’s sleep everyone xx 

Hi Anna12345

So sorry to hear you are in such discomfort. Please don't feel too down. You are doing brilliantly!

Hi Fruit Loops, hope you've all had a great day - I really can't believe how fast this week is going, its just crazy, absolutely crazy. I am 'trying' to get on with things - but with how fast the days are going, I am not getting very far very fast..... I will keep on.

Sending love and strength to you all and a restful nights sleep.

In the meantime - think of this and it is so very true, it helped my sort of keep my mind during the early days....

Night Fruit Loops xxx

Anna12345. I'm not surprised you feeling low.  Dealing with constant  pain & discomfort drags you down as it makes you anxious about doing everyday things in case it aggregates and it disturbs your sleep,  I think having a cancer diagnosis to reconcile yourself to also wears you out.  Hopefully you'll start to recover your mojo but don't be too harsh on yourself, you are allowed to wallow in self pity and out your own needs first at this point in time.  

WhatHappened. Hope you asleep.  

moomy hope you doing okay since the loss of your husband and that your son is doing well with his treatment.  

LondonLass you quiet girl !  I know you waiting for results but we are here for you xx

All other fruit loops - I'm too scared to name you in case I miss one or two out and offend.  I read and enjoy your posts, pictures and fairy dust,  Love to you all xx

Another night where I wake after a short sleep and then stay wide awake! 

I've now got a cat thinking it must be breakfast time as I have been to the toilet for a wee and have my light on!

Tomorrow is another day. Or is it today? Technically today but there ate still hours before I have to get up and it really is tomorrow today. Arggh, my mind is rambling uncontrollably!

To anyone else out there struggling to sleep, just read my posts and it should send you right off. 

Take care everyone. 

Owww Grogg, yesssss, yessss I'm asleep ... not.  

I've gone on one of those roads where I was looking for something on computer, which lead me to look at something else, and then something else and now I am stopping as I 'think' I have just found out that 'none of my documents' on Mac computer are actually saved in a 'documents' folder........ they all seem to be in 'download' folder...... which lead me on to reading that 'you don't actually need all the stuff in the download folder - as everything is in there  taking up space. ......

So, I have got lots of 'everything' in the download folder...... but  I don't seem to have a 'documents' folder.... and with this I give up and am going to make a cup of tea.

Yes LondonLass we all miss you - we need you, then again if you are actually sleeping we will forgive you - as sleep is good......

I'm hoping that you have dropped off to sleep Mag123and convinced the kitty-cat that it is not breakfast time.... mine will be jumping on my head and pushing paws into my face once I get off here blesssssss her ....

Sending love and hugs to all Fruit Loops xxx