Good news toda y from Deborah James . an inspirational lady , and fantastic work being done at the Marsden. I have been following You Me and The Big C podcast since day one and often " re-listen " It gives me hope ( and if hope is all you have , that is enough for now )
Good wishes to fruit loops having tests/results/treatment today …..me x
Thank you all I've had weird sleep last night i was sleep before half eleven but anyway I thought I was dreaming of cat meowing then realised it was lister he not meowed in night in ages he sleeps in kitchen with door shut and anyway was this was at three am so got up went for wee then checked on him he was right behind the door so I distracted him by feeding him and went for sneaky fag came back and there he was waiting at the kitchen door to go in hall at so give in and we had lovely cuddles told him not to get me up till half nine as that the time I im getting up but gets me uo at seven been awake since xxxxxx
Thank you everyone and its today Don't worry your not late so been costa had medium mocha then I helped. Mum put plastic drawers before got too much for back went back bed been thee since bar toilet and fsg breaks obviously lister is with me. I tried nap but due to cafiene no can do and been awake since the 7 from certain furball. I have my appointment with my physcolggist tomorow at eleven so no sleep on there =( however plus point I'm going out for tea with my. Mum sister hubby and kids my brother and his gf woo =) and looking forward to that xxxxx
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