AWAKE.........

...WhatHappened....just dropped in to see what’s happening,and got faced with those hairy legs!!!!soo funny.....I will attend to the other posts now....and ...WhatHappenedand

Just a  have you thought of getting in a Charity volunteer to bring a van and helpfully sort through your stuff and take away the things for charity and Car Boot sale?I think I would do that ...it might help relieve some stress for you,and I am sure they would be only too happy.Some Charities can call collect xxxJust a thought.(Trying to reduce your stress really)

and I SO agree with you both about the late nights etc...same here...

LondonLassyour post made me laugh out loud!!no,you’re not a gorilla!!(and I do keep seeing those hairy legs every time I look at posts...in fact prolly around 20 times now,as I have scrolled!!!!...also great advice re palliative care...

GBear....I feel the same..eloquently put....

@...loved your post..must be the post of this morning for me....you same age as me too,but dont you tell anybody!!!

and ...big hugs  xxxxHave only just read your post and it is so expressive ...I can exactly understand ....and never apologise because bullying is a terrible thing.I wish I could open a prison for bullies...but I must try and forgive and forget.....not terribly easy...but will get there xxxxxxx️

and,Incidenally,I did just wonder if you are well enough for your chemo this time...sorry dont really understand chemo,but just wonderedx

So sorry you are feeling down  , please don’t apologise for anything on here, we are all here for you.

Was thinking today about all of the names that used to appear regularly on this thread! I know some have moved on, some have learnt to sleep (lucky sods) and some are just busy with life! But thought I would do a call out to a couple and see what they've been up too!

So How you doing?

Kacang and

wombat.23 

Remember chatting with you almost every day and now nothing  however I am sure you are around and just busy on other threads or in the real world! But wanted you to know I still think about you both! 

I'm sure there are other names too but can't think of them off hand!

Thank you so much for LP today I have good news that today I took LP plus Hubby and we ate NOrRMAL YES NORMAL ! bread with our soup. It tasted so nice so LP WAS very happy xxx. Sadly it’s only for about six weeks as I need to eat gluten again in order to have a camera test This involves a camera down throat and I’m terrified.  I’ll need LP again then !  He says I’m definitely celiac but this checks for damage caused inside ugh xx Biut I get six weeks of normal food xxxx Hee hee x

Evening all. Well after a busy day with Optimistic and , LP is exhausted.......

Hes tucked up in bed and will be asleep in minutes! Oh how I wish it was that easy!! Wishing you all a Good Night! Sleep Well My Friends xxxxx

Been a busy day, off to try and get some sleep, hope you all get some sleep xxx

Hi lovely fruit loops,

I think you're coming down with something like a cold because it's not like you to be low, don't suffer with the acid reflux swig on the gaviscon bottle and ranitadine is available over the counter I can't see it doing any harm but ask your team. I hope all went well today at the chemo babe xxx

WhatHappened Ah bless you lovely lady, it that your blood sugar 6.3? sounds perfect to me. I'm a well known de-clutterer and ruthless thrower out of stuff, you need a roll of bin bags, take one room at a time. Fill two bin bags with charity shop stuff and two with rubbish take immediately to shop and tip. Next day move on to different room. Wish I could come and help xx

I should go to bed, I' m going to Lake Ullswater for a cruise and festive cream tea tomorrow, who know's we might be shipwrecked in this weather. Then Fri and Sat working so I've had to organised two uniforms and two work bags. Nite nite you lovely people xx

P.S. there is only Optimistic who could get excited over soup and a roll xxx

, so sorry you are feeling so low. I'm not surprised, I don't think you are getting very good care there. They have not listened to you and you have had to fight to get the care you need. We should not have to fight to be heard.

Now you have a cold on top of everything else. Are yiu well enough for yiur chemo? Have you been in touch with them? I remember the awful probs you had with the pic line. It is awful when they traumatise you trying to find a vein. I guess you would not be able to have a Hickman either because of the clots in your neck veins. Nightmare, so sorry you are suffering this.

It is strange how triggers can put you painfully back into the past, especially when you are feeling low. The 'voice' remark must have been upsetting. Awful to have been bullied.Whdn I met you I thought your voice and hair were fine. You had a fashionable haircut which suited you. Chemo loss of hair does not help either!

I think you are a brave and inspirational woman, but you are allowed to have bad days and weep. Please keep posting. Lots of love xxxxxx

, omitted to mention, as others have said, a GP visit re reflux should get you on better medication, A different PPI, double dose, Gaviscon as needed, and maybe Ranitidine as well. Don't let them fob you off ! Xxxx

I know I've said nite nite. But must tell you what happened yesterday, we had a nurse's meeting in the morning...I wasn't on duty till afternoon so went in jeans and tee shirt with one of those soft bras you pull on. Well a fella across the table was staring at my bust and I thought the dirty begger getting an eye full. So went for some lunch in my anorak, coming back after and got changed into uniform. Well the bra had slid up and my tits were dangling down somewhere near my waist !!! No wonder he was staring at me I must have looked comical xxx