Only joking this is clearly me........
Although my hair isn't quite that grey 
It was the bent wand and bum that gave it away
Naughty and rude off to the naughty step again
Leolady56
Life is like a boxing match, defeat is declared not when you fall ..... But when you refuse to stand up again ....... So, I get knocked down but I get up again. x
Love the pics Sal LondonLass, sleep well my lovely friends.
Apologies Leolady56, I have been BAD AGAIN, I shall consider myself told off and will take myself off to the naughty step! But before I go.........
COULDN'T RESIST 
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE! I shall sleep on the naughty step and then wash my mouth out with soap and water! Tomorrow I shall be a Good Fairy Godmother!! Good to see you recognised me Hun!! Xxxxxxxxx
- massive congratulations on your 'to do list' - 7 sounded interesting and I was willing to do this for you haha
I'm glad you seen sense with Leolady56 suggestion, the rearranged list was much better. Hoping all goes well with the cannula and that they don't practise making a pin cushion on you.
GBear - I am so pleased for your results, I know you still have a lot going on, at least with this news hopefully you can move forward with a clearer head. I have read that 'parsley water' (boil parsley in water, take out the parsley) is very good for helping the kidneys, I'm not sure if you have tried this, it might just help.
Gbear, we 'are' your friends and I am sure I speak for the others on here, I would like to say 'please don't be guarded with your thoughts to us, this is why we are here - to help each other and no matter what problems we all have we need to share them to allow us to try and truly help in the best way we can'. Please feel relaxed enough to let your thoughts flow freely - and we can help as best we can.
seaspirit44 - I have been trying 'forever' to tidy, clear our house - I just can't conquer it, its just not happening - I need to be tough, I create piles for donate, piles to sell, piles for car boot - I know I won't be doing a car boot sale anytime soon, so why can't I just 'get rid'!! arrgh!! I hope you are having a good time.
Leolady56 - Oww you did make me laugh 'shove the list.... on the fire' (mind you at least your polite hahaha). I mean, whats this mentioning loading a 'dish washer'!! a dish washer indeed - I must be one of the few remaining people (nutcase) that hasn't got a dish washer and still has one of those really 'small and stupid' round sinks, the one that makes you feel like you're in a caravan arrghhh!!
So my day went like this.... (bearing in mind following a private blood test I am 'trying' to get blood sugars and other high readings down before going to my doctors), so, I am 'trying' to change my life for me (not easily, but I am trying).
So check numbers on waking (6.3)
Drink glass of water and think about what I 'should' eat.
Low carb, high fat it is.... Egg, Bacon and Rivita (other types of crisp bread are available).
Sit and watch the end of 'This Morning'
Can't go for a walk as its raining.
*Should do 'work' (employed work, working from home)..... mind is wondering and not liking this idea.
Go into kitchen with plate.... proceed to go in pantry and (help!!!!!)
Start getting all items out of pantry, out of date medicine, cough mixtures, etc.
there is so much, coats, shoes, owww helpppppp - I am no good at this, lets have a cup of tea.
Tea finished back into the pantry, place a few items back, looks okay, place a few more back, no no no its filling up like before.
Sit down to 're-think' how I can get rid of 'stuff'. Then helped Weeblemum out by completing number 7 on her list (managed this easy).
Now sat here in kitchen with it looking like bombs have gone off with items all over the kitchen floor, whilst the pantry looks tidy 'at the moment' - I can't put it all back in, I'll be back to square one 
LondonLass - Noooo you can't be the Hairy Godmother, owww now look what image has been created - noooooo.
Seriously though, I hope you get a good nights sleep xxxx
Thinking of all the Fruit Loops and Sending Love and Hugs xxxx
Onwards and flatwards (don't do hills) and keep walking if you can!
Owww seaspirit44,
I could of wrote your post. This is how my late nights started, I could not sleep so would stay up as late as late as possible, the go to bed have radio playing quiet on a 'talking radio station' then I would just get into bed and fall straight to sleep (otherwise I would lye there with so many thoughts just going round and around in my head).
This said, just lately I can sleep better..... 'if' I can make myself go to bed, which I can't hahaha - still need the radio playing though arrgh
Totally with you .... when the alarm goes off 'I can't, can't get up' arrrghhh 
