AWAKE.........

On my way home and will need to have a quick recap on how everyone is doing, probably tomorrow I need my bed. I had a fantastic weekend away totally nutty and very distracting. As you know its my friends funeral Friday, his wife my friend too well she said bring lots of tissues. I am meeting her on Wednesday and I am going to explain about my heart condition,she was asking about what the Doctors had said about my eractic heart but not said what I have been told as I wanted to explain it face to face, difficult really as she worries about my a lot, known all the crap I have have had to deal with and being a nurse she's very informative. Hope everyone is doing OK.

Hope you all get some sleep .

  good to see your home and escaped the blackhole

Sorry the hotel nhs, hopefully the temperature you had was a one of, but ashame they didn’t find what was wrong. Hope you are feeling alot better now.

congratulations on getting though the day to be able to get your pension from the nhs, you certainly worked there long enough you deserve some reward.

How you doing LondonLass ?

i see LP has been a very busy bee no wonder his sleeping 

I hope work wasnt too bad today and that at least you got some rest and no matter how much or how little you sleep, I hope that you can at least rest.

I am now going to try and sleep now i can already find my eyes are getting very heavy. 

Need to rest up before tomorrow or i be getting my hands smacked AGAIN! Oh well i have had a rather busy weekend and now my legs are not best pleased with me. My heart well its been very problematic over the weekend but I tried to ignore the pain and the lightheaded feeling by pure distraction, it may work at the time but later on it just makes me pure exhausted.

Sweet dreams everyone !

Sleep tight everyone.

Won't be much for me, watching Marmalade again. Off to the vet again tomorrow.

Full moon the first night in SA :

Hahah , and welcome . So sorry about your mum, but glad you are getting support from the womb cancer group. Xx

Sleep well GBear, and toxophilite, I hope Marmalde gets better soon. Xx

I'm trying to keep up with all the posts, I get confused as conversations are in different threads, so always nice to get back here.

GBear - I am hoping you are fast asleep in the land of nod GBear and they can get your heart issues sorted.  I do think you have had so much stress and worry just lately, that I hope once you have Friday and your dear friends funeral over - you might find a way to grieve and more forward albeit very slowly and at any time remember there is no bargaining, no if's - there is nothing you can do to get your dear friend back, so you have to, you have to taken some kind of comfort in knowing that your friend is now at peace and not suffering.... you just have to get on and get that painting finished.... if you don't manage to, then you could always say you will finish it for his birthday - and work towards that date.  You need to rest xxx

toxophilite - I am sorry your little kitty is not very well, its such a worry, especially coming back from holiday - I can't help but wonder if your little Marmalade was grieving for you when you went on holiday. Kitty Cats are such hard fur babies to understand. I pray and hope your vet can get her back on the road to good health.  A few Christmas's ago, my kitty wasn't drinking (I'd never see him drink) well, he ended up with some problem with his tummy and was admitted straight away and put on fluids and antibiotics (can't think what was wrong with him now, it may of being peritonitis, I'm not sure) well a few days on the drip with fluids then coaxing with meat to start eating and we got there.  However, since then any food he has I always now add a drop of water and mix/mush it in with his food.

Sending Marmalade lots of love and strength, I hope you manage to get a few hours sleep xxx

seaspirit44 - Thinking of you and sending love, heres hoping your fast asleep now sssshhhhh zzzZZzz xxx

ronstar - I hope as all the other Fruit Loops on this site, I hope that all is settling down and not as bad as you was thinking.  If it is, don't hold onto it, time will sort things out, you make sure you have fun and laughter with your daughter - so you can both create memories from this visit and the wedding.  It might not be how you would like things to be, but, in the bigger picture, does it really matter - you are there, with your daughter, thats what counts. Sending love and hugs xxx

- I've noticed you're a little quite, I hoping all is good and you are fast asleep xxxx

LondonLass - I hope all is going well for you and you are managing to get some sleep and keep the acid reflux at bay.  My mum takes a couple of teaspoons of liquid gaviscon before she goes off to bed, this is supposed to put a 'layer' over the top of any food/liquid/acid and stop it from creeping up and creating the acid reflux... it might be worth you trying this before you go to sleep xxx

To all the other Fruit Loops, sending you love and hugs xxxx  Night Night