AWAKE.........

Good evening .... ouch they certainly did have a go at you.  They always have trouble with my veins, saying they are ‘deep seated’  

Heres hoping the results are all good. 

I can’t help with advise on chemo.

I thank the Lord I was blessed to avoid this treatment (my Mum doesn’t know about my BC - only that I had a lump removed - so thankfully I got away with hiding it.

I am and I know the other girls are always here for you if you feel fed up or feeling down or happy or mad we are here.  

You will feel nervous, it’s only natural, it’s the unknown, plus our minds love to ‘try’ and run as ragged. Well we won’t let it - You are not alone.  Plus the other girls that have been through this will hold your hand and guide you through. 

I’m off to bed now - so much for getting an early night haha 

sending hugs and love xxxx

Hi Judith your arm looks sore, Monday when I had my bloods done was the first time I never had a mark, they normally take a few attempts and I am always bruised.

i always upload the gifs from iPad and phone.

dont use the gif keyboard when you are searching for an image press the gif sign at the top, tap on the picture you want when it’s enlarged hold finger on it until it says save image tap save image and it is saved to your pics then just upload it.

Hope this helps xx

Hope you all have a good day, good luck to anyone with treatment or appointments,

hope you have a better day LondonLass

Thanks Jenny (@grannylara) It began with me REALLY not wanting to get up! But of course I did. Then problems with the buses so was a few minutes late....I HATE being late, even though my bosses really don't mind. Then I had a call to arrange an appointment with A physio to help with the prolapse!! It's Nov 12th and a 45min appointment!!!! Was a bit shocked at the length of appointment but as long as it helps I'm not complaining! 

How sitting with a cup of tea while little one naps in her pushchair. Walk in the park was clearly exhausting. Wish I could swap places with her!!

On A plus it's the last day of the working week for Me! Although then it's 3 days of appointments! It's never-ending.

Hope you are doing okay and any one with appointments or treatment, Good Luck!! 

Not long now till our meet up :) will TRY hard to be happy by then!! Promise!! Xxxxxxx

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thankyou for your detailed explanation (.with pictures:much needed by moi),....am just going to practice...

and LondonLass....don’t be unhappy about sharing unhappiness,we all do it...and I just wanted to say...I would love to give your cahrge a cuddle.....

..When I am in Church I make for the babies to give cuddles to.I am sure a psychiatrist would have a field day.....should I be worried???x

Also...something I will be doing on Friday....

Hi LondonLass, that’s just how I feel every morning, I really find it hard to get motivated. I used to always be a morning person but since cancer I hate mornings,  This is my last working day too, I have always worked with children and they definately do cheer you up. Hope you get on ok with your appointments Sal, I feel as if the hospital is my second home I am there that often, good job it’s just over the road.

 Violetsniff, I think baby cuddles are the best.

Cant wait to meet you all in November 

How about some good news?

It's official, I've ranked 8th in UK for Ladies Barebow for 2018!!

So, my dear fruit loops - thanks so much for all your support and interest during the year!! And remember - don't let go of your dreams. They may need to be modified a bit, but you can do it.

Massive hugs to all of you

xx

PS, my 2 year mammo was clear - woohoo!!

Brilliant news toxophilite x

Karen (toxophilite) Very proud of you! You have really shown what is possible with a lot of determination and hard work! Congratulations xxxxxx