AWAKE.........

Chin up my love tomorrow’s another day you do so well.

Just for you LondonLass, and anyone else that needs one xx

Our families love us, our medical teams treat us but our fruit loop friends support and understand us. Rant freely Sal, no one will judge you 

What can I say but........

Lying here with tears running down my face, but feeling comforted in knowing that I am not alone! I Love you Special Ladies so much! I just wish I could make life better for all of us! Night night my Fruit Loop Friends xxxxxxxxx

Dear LondonLass/Sal,

cancer changes us, however it leaves us after treatment, we are different, we cannot go back. Your family understand to a degree, but us fruit loops know exactly that change that bc has wrought in us, and understand when you say you'd just had enough! 

When you have trouble sleeping, too, things get so very much worse and small problems become huge mountainous troubles that seem insurmountable. 

Sending love and hugs xxx

Big Congrats to on the birth of a new grandson xxx

LondonLass being social is flipping hard work, and if you need a breather nobody will mind. Yes I know what you mean, about not being the same as before, because I know I'm crap compared to what I was four years ago. I'm doing a night shift Monday night and I will be absolutely on my knees by morning, four years ago I would have taken it in my stride and done two or three in a row laughing and joking. Don't cry sweetheart Graham and Bertie send kisses xx

, the same has happened to our hearing too! Repair engineer coming  in 10 days! Xxx

Heating not hearing!!!!

Congratulations , sorry you are feeling grotty xxx

Welcome to the average night in my house...........

Although think I spend more time AWAKE than asleep! Xxxxxx