Hey everyone! So no doze today, stayed up so late...maybe....just maybe I will get some sleep tonight! Not just fluffy REM stuff proper deep sleep where I wake up to hear the garden birds chirping and alll I is well with the world! I dream of uninterrupted sleep..... 
....and happy dreams, of course!
Sweet dreams and good deep restorative sleep to all...
Really hope you can get some sleep Galligirl, Life really is much easier to bare when you have had some decent sleep.
Sadly I appear to be wide awake again after just an hours sleep! I don’t know what the answer is to decent sleep. But I wish I could work it out. And as if being wide awake at Stupid o’clock isn’t enough, here comes the hot flush to add insult to injury aaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh so bloody frustrating!
Have used this one before but just in case any one has missed it, I think it explains things perfectly........
Think that covers it!! Perfect xxxxx
Just thought I may as well take this opportunity to wish all the Fruit Loops, A VERY........
I hope it’s a day full of Love, laughter and of course not forgetting Chocolate! However please BEWARE of the Easter Egg Thief!
The last thing you want is to lose your eggs to him!!!
Love you guys, please have a great time xxxxxxxxxx
Wishing all you lovely Fruit Loops a lovely day xxx
congratulations , on the birth of your grandson xxx
Many congratulations 
xxx and HAPPY EASTER to all xxx
Hi all, it’s been a lovely day. Although by 4.30 I had just had enough! I was tired and just done with being sociable. My sister and brother in law had been there from 1pm and it had been lovely to see them. But I had just had enough 
I felt so bad for just taking myself off to bed, I’ve never done that before. But it all just became too much seriously what’s wrong with me? Why am I struggling with EVERYTHING at the moment I have never felt quite so useless. Maybe life would be better for everyone if I wasn’t here anymore! I just don’t seem to have the energy to keep up with everyone else these days and I don’t know why?
Ever have times when you Hate the person you have become? But worse than that you don’t know how you can change and get back to being the person you were? Or at least better than how you are now!! If that makes any sense!
I don’t need solutions or any responses, I just needed to say how I felt without fear of being judged and I know I can do that here! I love you Fruit Loops and on days like this the thought of you all really does keep me going! Xxxx
Hi LondonLass Ii still get sorry for myself moments and times when like today family are here and I envy there worry free life BUT you do so well and have helped me so much you're entitled to your own emotions too. No one would be better off without you 
Here's a hug from me xxx
