AWAKE.........

Santababy.....Are you good at doing as you're told..?..REST.....all your Fruitloop friends know now so don't expect leniency if you stop following the instructions!!!

Take care. Love Karen

Glad the biopsy was not the uncomfortable occasion you were concerned about Santababy and that lying on your front was actually quite comfortable. I must admit I cannot lie on my front at all!

I hope you are resting as per doctor's orders!! 

I have still not caught up yet with the last week's posts and have to work the next two days so it might be the end of the week before I manage it. Apologies to anyone who is having appointments and I have missed these but I am thinking of you all xx

Thank you all and I’m happy to report that I have been a very good girl this afternoon and have literally not moved, friend called round as I was told not to be alone for a bit after getting home and when she went I was out for the count. Lacomtekp I’m not usually good at following the rules but today I deserve a gold star ️ .

I hope your holiday did you the world of good Mag123 xx

Glad you’re being good, Santababy!

Night night Fruit Loops, sleep well and stay safe

plenty of sleepy fairy dust for all whonwish

hugs xxx

Yet another night wide awake while my husband snores away beside me. I was fast asleep but as usual he disturbed my sleep when he came to bed at midnight and I am lying here seething thinking divorce might be the best option. I just cannot keep going on no sleep. 

Sorry for the rant but I am so fed up

Me too Mag123! Knee has been playing up again today  So currently lying here with my knee throbbing, unable to get back to sleep! 
Add to that the joyous Hot Flushes! 

Think I might have the wrong fairy visiting moomy! Have a word with the sleep fairy, would you please! 

Santababy pleased to hear you listened to the advice given today and that it went well. I hope LP arrived on time! We are currently on holiday so I haven’t kept up with the posts or LP’s commitments, apologies! 

Had a really nice day yesterday. Mum and I went to a local Escape Room! Sadly we didn’t quite make it out, but we had a great time! Lots of laughs! 

Today we will be heading for a walk in the park/woods. Bella will be taking a dip in the river so she will be one VERY happy Doggy! 

Right, I should TRY and get some more sleep or I’ll be worse than useless tomorrow! Mag123 hope you have managed to get back to sleep! 

Sending Love and Hugs to ALL the Fruit Loops! Sal xxxxxx

dont mention hot flushes

I had one saying that it was from my son. It gave me a ‘friends’ number to contact. I rang my sons actual number, it was only then that I realised it was a scam! I should have cottoned on straight away as all the words were spelt correctly, my son is profoundly dyslexic!

today I am two weeks post surgery, lumpectomy and sentinel node biopsy. I know I haven’t rested properly, and I am suffering due to that. I am always upbeat and pragmatic, until earlier. I wanted to cry, but more than that I was desperate for someone to gather me up into the safety of their arms and tell me that it’s ok, they’ve got me and everything is going to be ok.

im tearing up as I write this. I am usually the go to person, the fixer, the one who can normally help or at least support. I have lovely supportive friends and family. I simply do not know how to admit how I am feeling right now? I also know that this feeling will pass, so I don’t necessarily want to admit to any vulnerabilities.

just a simple, all encompassing, safe and calming hug is what I need and want, but will not get. Sorry to be so miserable, but I know that there are plenty of you out there that will empathise.