I am so scared with worry waiting for my results as I was in so much deep shock and anxiety with the cancercand forthcoming op I actually went over the time I needed to get surgery done. I did it of course butvnow worried I waited too long. I couldn't getvmyself out of the shock and had to be treated with medication. I have prayed forcgood news!!
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I know how difficult waiting for results can be and we all handle it differently. For ma I found that trying to maintain my normal routine while finding time to do things I enjoyed helped to keep my mind from wandering to the 'what ifs'.
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I hope you don't have too much longer to wair.
Hi. Thanks for getting back. I had a bowel resection forca cancerous polyp o December 15th. I can't remember if I had stated that stupidly I had delayed my op for a time as Ibwas in complete shock and so scared of the op. It took my life overvand common sense so extra worried about my results. I live on my own so had no one to push me. My family whoblive in Canada as Ibam Canadian,tried so hard to getvme to go. Of course i did in the end butvwasted so much valuable time. I was in a desperate state that few understand. I was hoping someone has experienced this also and all turnedcout ok.
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It's natural to worry that things might be different if you'd acted sooner, exercised more, smoked less or a hundred other things that we all blame ourselves for having done or not done. I think it's the human way to try and blame ourselves for where we are now.
I'm sure there'll be lots of people with similar regrets who have come through their treatment and everything's okay. Hopefully they'll pop on soon and share their experiences with you.
Hi - it’s a difficult time for you, I know.
Before your surgery you’ll have had a colonoscopy, an MRI and a biopsy, from that you’ll have had an indication of the expected staging of your tumour. I was in a similar situation in Feb ‘23 with staging T3 N0 M0. During my surgery 12 lymph nodes were removed and 1 was subsequently found to contain cancer cells. This meant that following surgery my staging changed to T3 N1 M0, there was no metastasis evident (M0). About 4 weeks after surgery I started 12 weeks of CAPOX chemotherapy.
I’m now approaching 3 years since my operation and meet for the final time (hopefully) with my oncologist when she will review my recent colonoscopy, CT scan and bloods. Fingers crossed.
good luck to you.
Dewi
Hi Dewi
Thanks for getting back. I am extra worried as I put off my op out of fear and shock. They never told me what the staging of my tumour was and they just said it was early. My head is all over the place. I am glad you are ok now and feel sure all will be well with you. Not so sure about me but I keep the prayers up.
Take great care
Thanks for that. I do hope all will be well with me. My prayers have been many!
Take care yourself
I’m surprised that they didn’t give you an indication of the expected staging, anyway, I think if they were describing it as early then it’ll probably be a T1 or T2 in which case you’ll be ok. Just my take on what you’ve told me. Good luck
Dewi
Thanks Dewi. I hope you are right. They never once said it was aggressive.
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