Good evening fellow cancer warriors 
I will be having my rectum removed tomorrow and having a life long stoma bag which to my mind is no biggy 
️️ I had to fast for 5 1/2 hours which is nothing.
Tonight I had a thing called “preload” for pre-operative is a food for special dietary requirements taken before operation, and again tomorrow morning to help with recovery apparently. 
As it’s full of goodies that the body needs.
Consultant is hopefully going to Robotically, or Keyhole and very last result open
after he is finished the plastic consultant will give me a lovely new Barbie bum
A little worried how calm I am still feeling, not sure as there are no other options maybe why
