Waiting

Hi vine,

Good luck for your mum today. 
A very anxious time for you... If this whole thing has taught me anything it is to take each moment as it comes & try not to predict or worry about the future

Will be thinking of you & your luck today,

Suzy 

Thankyou suzy x

Thinking of you both . I know exactly what you mean . Game face on in front of your relative and teeth firmly clenched to hold it all in . 
Hope everything goes ok for her .

Court 

Hey court,hope you and mum are well,so the consultant said mum's cea markers were at 8 then dropped to 6 so she's not too worried,she's not worried about the anaemia or blood in stool,its a case of more bloods next month and another ct scan so fingers crossed the cea will drop further, its the waiting that gets everyone I think,its such a stressful time cos your thoughts run away with you don't they xx

Someone once said ceas spike and your anxiety spikes with it .

My mum’s CEA s have bounced around for a few years . They go up a few points , breach the blood panels then drop again . We are all braced for impact then the Scans have been normal ! 

Only started in the last few years !! Hope all is good with your mum . Dropping back down a few points is encouraging too!

My mum is fine thanks , like yours she has been through a lot but still enjoying herself .

I keep thinking one day there will be a super fast track system to take away the waiting . Not seen too much evidence of that so far ! 
Send our love to your mum and hope you feel a bit more reassured too.

Take care ,

Court