In situ recurrence

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Long story... 

On Oct 1 I had a surveillance colonoscopy where my surgeon also examined the rectal stump (I have a colonostomy). This was my second surveillance colonoscopy and only about 1 year after I had surgery and was considered "cancer-free". I had advocated hard for an aggressive surveillance because I believed my cancer to be fast growing. 

Anyway, my surgeon noticed that a pocket of inflammation in the rectal stump he had seen 6 months earlier had grown considerably and he didn't like the look of it. Biopsies came back negative though. He was not convinced. He ordered a PET scan.

PET scan comes back with low level "glowing" that could be inflammation. It was not definitive. My surgeon was not convinced. He told me, I looked at that and it was no abcess. He orders a needle biopsy that get samples center mass. 

Today, I saw the results online... positive for adenocarcinoma consistent with my original cancer. 

I'm a bit devastated but not surprised. I think I've known since I spoke to my surgeon on Oct 1. These guys know what they are looking at. 

I am so thankful that I advocated for an aggressive surveillance. If I hadn't, it would be another 4 months before my surgeon had a chance to discover this. 

And I thank God and all the powers in the universe to have such a caring surgeon who did not dismiss his observations even when the data wasn't supporting him. 

I meet with my surgeon Dec 29 to get a plan... probably surgery. 

I've been mostly absent from this board during this difficult time. The agony of waiting for more tests to be scheduled and then waiting for results. I find it easier to keep my mind on other things and this board is a reminder... it's hard. 

But I'd appreciate any well wishes. I'm concerned about the upcoming surgery and the possibility of more chemo. But at least I know for certain. 

  • Hi  and sending you a big virtual hug. You've been through so much to date and it looks like there are more testing times to come but we’ll be here when you feel like popping in and thinking of you when you’re not.

    Sending you my very best wishes for a successful outcome with your treatment

    Take care

    Karen x

    Macmillan Support Line - 0808 808 00 00, 7 days a week between 8am-8pm
  • Hi Susan13,

    Sending you a big virtual hug and lots of positive energy. Keep yourself busy and distracted any way you can. I hope the plan gives you some confidence about where this bit of the journey is going. Good luck!