Good Afternoon All 
At the minute I am sat in the image centre waiting for Mark, as he’s having a MRI scan- to make sure the Chemotherapy is doing what they hope.. and that’s shrinking! The nurse was lovely, she asked mark what radio station he wanted and before he could answer with, I will be ok thank you! I said he a MASSIVE Black Sabbath fan! And she said she will see what she can do!
Mark left me and all we can all hear in the waiting room is Black Sabbath Music!! 
Bloody love it x
Mark has been very nervous today, and I’ve been trying to be upbeat, and be positive - But… I am so bloody scared,
what happens if the cancer hasn’t shrunk?
Will chemo carry on?
will they still do the radiotherapy?
Has anyone else has 4 sessions of chemo, with 2 to go and having theses scans?
After the MRI, we have to go across to the CT scanner and he will have three CT scans and this will let us know if it has spread to any other parts of his body. Again we are scared stiff of these results. How long do they take to get back?
what happens if it’s spread?
I feel right now that we are right back at the beginning having the scans to see what it was, what stage it was.. didn’t think I would feel like this again x
Fingers Crossed
lots of love
C xx 
