I haven't been on in a while I've been on a chemo break so been living g my life for 8 weeks 
it's been lovely
I have my three month scan on Monday I'm feeling very anxious as not been on chemo for a while I'm just hoping the pesky little cells have behaved !
I'm just lying here looking out of my bedroom balcony windows the sun is shining and I'm thinking I wish life was normal not governed by picc,line flush,chemo,scans people looking at me as if I'm about to die any moment feeling sorry for me.
Keep fighting warriors xx
Scanxiety is something we all have.
I treat myself afterwards like I did with my children. I have something to look forward to. It helps and when my imaging is taking place I think of something completely different
I find giving Cancer any space in my head is really depressing. Keep those thoughts in the bin along with my tumour
Enjoy the lovely weather and have a treat this weekend
Ann
I’m scheming Court.
Im putting hospital out of my head until September. It’s our time now.
We had a wonderful time in St Ives. It was lovely to share it with my brother. He’d never been. We’ve made some happy memories
Best wishes to you and family
Ann
