A miserable few weeks.

Yep overthinking can be a bad thing that's for sure. 

Glad you just decided to go and be in the moment today and fingers crossed you can keep the obsessive thoughts to a minimum. 

Cheers Simon, hope you’re well mate.

Aye I'm good it's puss cat who's having issues at the moment. 

Been to the vets twice in a few weeks now. 

Hopefully she is on the mend. 

Mind I'm still wearing for my next admission to check the progress of my last chemo sessions. Should really have been admitted by now so must chase it up soon, said 4 to 6 weeks and it's been about 7 weeks now. Then again if it takes longer it means one less admission this year so I ain't really complaining about that 

Ah mate, I feel for you…I love our Dog, we had our cat for 17 years…broke my heart when he went…hope your puss is ok….yes chase em up…I’ve got used to being out under…at least I get a decent Kip…hahah 

Hi mate,

Sorry to hear what you've been through after number 18.

I can fully understand, not saying that this will happen to you, but it literally took months for my bladder to calm down after BCG 18. Even after my 6 Months break my bladder was too inflamed to continue, with the next batch. Although I had my biopsies though (thankfully clear), I've decided not too continue with the BCG treatment.. If I have to go back at some point then I'll try again.

Hope things improve for you soon matey. Time.to get Nigel back eh, sound's good.

Trevor 

Hi Trevor, I know #15 was bad as well..that took 3 months to recover.. ithis time it’s stopping me doing normal stuff…I’ve just started on statins as well…im having to set reminders for what pills I have to take…peeing is still painful but only for a minute or so…just hope the sleeping improves…what’s your next step mate 

Yeah I found it quite difficult getting back to normal for sure. I did manage a concert in-between, but was really considering cancelling, thankfully I didn't but must have had about 40 wees that afternoon lol.

I've just exchanged on my house and will be moving to Suffolk end of April.. I'll be looking to move my trust's and then having Flexi camera's going forward.

I like the normality of not being prodded, but I know I need to keep it monitored. I'm good at burying my head in the sand when it comes to being ill, which is something I shouldn't be doing with a cancer diagnosis.. 

The lack of sleep is the worst.. hope it improves for you soon.

Trevor 

Wow I hope the move goes ok mate…yeah you have to keep up with the flexi….

it certainly takes over your life…

we have the boxing on…

Thanks Nigel, took a while to get the house sale finalised.

I was waiting to hear from my current consultant but haven't yet.. 

Enjoy the boxing.

I’m multi tasking  tonight hahaha 

even today out for lunch I had to go into the gym to use the loo…maybe chase em up…

I’ve been very lucky that my trust have been on the ball at every step…kept me well updated on everything…we was gonna move but have decided to do this place up instead…got a new kitchen being installed next month…

a nights sleep would be good for me…