Afternoon all,
I hope you’re all as well as you can be…BCG#18 was the 16th March..since then I’ve been in pain, which is normal for the treatment…but I’ve been obsessing about it…every twinge, or pain I’m looking into it to see what it could be…it’s been horrible, Ive tried everything to ease the stinging and pain but nothing seems to be working…I’ve been so miserable, not eating what I want to, losing sleep, not working much…it’s been tough, so today I’ve decided that it will calm down when it’s ready…im not gonna stress about it no more…so when Mrs Nigel rang and said she was taking Leo to the cafe, I jumped at it….parked the cab up and had a wonderful de-cafe coffee, pie chips and beans…it was so nice…didn’t put salt on the chips but had a sugar in the coffee..sitting there today I could see that I was losing my way a bit, I think I bring on the problems myself sometimes…curse of the over-thinker…im mentally and emotionally and physically exhausted….time to get Nigel back….it all starts now….
love to you all
Nigel xxxx
Aye I'm good it's puss cat who's having issues at the moment.
Been to the vets twice in a few weeks now.
Hopefully she is on the mend.
Mind I'm still wearing for my next admission to check the progress of my last chemo sessions. Should really have been admitted by now so must chase it up soon, said 4 to 6 weeks and it's been about 7 weeks now. Then again if it takes longer it means one less admission this year so I ain't really complaining about that 
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Much love and hope to everyone past future and present.
I also hate autocorrect and hope people can make sense out of my posts when it changes half the words I type.
