Very frightened

Hi Bumblebee49 . No personal experience but I can understand how worried you must be with something new showing up. The positive way to look at things is that it has been identified and your team are on the ball and will have a plan to deal with it. I hope all goes well. Best wishes.

Oh Bumblebee49 what a horrible shock that is to the system, it's totally understandable you are very frightened I think we all would be in the same boat in your shoes. 

Again like Rily I can't offer any real words to help other than wishing you the most positive outcome as they hopefully deal with this, and it must be a terrible shock after 3 years of being clear for sure. 

oh my dear BB, I wish I could take your fear away. Of course you are frightened and now having to wait to hear the next plan for treatment. I am sure you are still in shock when all had gone so well with the bcg. Like Rily says, they are on it and will have a plan to deal with it. please dont google and scare yourself with information that is likely to be wrong. Try and spend the next few days getting your head round needing some more treatment. Whatever it is , you will face it and get through it ,and we will be here to steady you through . You are a strong woman and we are here for you xx