So I’m having a good day in the taxi, not a lot of traffic, nice passengers.. a loverly couple got in, she was a nurse, who has been C clear for two years now..we exchanged stories like you do….then she just said, the C you don’t want are ….and mentioned a couple…
for the rest of the day I’m thinking what if I have one of those..ect ect ect….its been a nightmare….i know I’m ok….
2024 bug off….
Nigel xx
Hi Nigel, i think you were just triggered as they say , and the thinking went to catastrophic. Its a gift anxiety gives to us for free my friend. The trick i have found is spotting that my thoughts have jumped on that train and i am letting them run wild and listening to them. just ignore them if you can and yes 2024 i will happily leave behind, but delighted i am still here to celebrate it. Its a strange one . Have a happy New Year to you & mrs Nigel and the pooch xx
Much love Angela x
Angela, I don’t know what I would do without you…yep, I’m thinking back to when I was first diagnosed and my urologist told me it hadn’t spread….i told Mrs Nigel and she got me working around the house….took my mind off it…. Im exhausted through worry…but I will beat this…..
thank you for everything you have done for me in 2024….
this site has kept me going….
love to all
Nigel xx
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