My last wobble of 2024

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So I’m having a good day in the taxi, not a lot of traffic, nice passengers.. a loverly couple got in, she was a nurse, who has been C clear for two years now..we exchanged stories like you do….then she just said, the C you don’t want are ….and mentioned a couple…

for the rest of the day I’m thinking what if I have one of those..ect ect ect….its been a nightmare….i know I’m ok….

2024 bug off….

Nigel xx

  • Hi Nigel, i think you were just triggered as they say , and the thinking went to catastrophic. Its a gift anxiety gives to us for free my friend. The trick i have found is spotting that my thoughts have jumped on that train and i am letting them run wild and listening to them. just ignore them if you can and yes 2024 i will happily leave behind, but delighted i am still here to celebrate it. Its a strange one . Have a happy New Year to you & mrs Nigel and the pooch xx

    Much love Angela x

  • Angela, I don’t know what I would do without you…yep, I’m thinking back to when I was first diagnosed and my urologist told me it hadn’t spread….i told Mrs Nigel and she got me working around the house….took my mind off it…. Im exhausted through worry…but I will beat this…..

    thank you for everything you have done for me in 2024….

    this site has kept me going….

    love to all 

    Nigel xx

  • Hi Nigel, dont give yourself a hard time man. You only finished BCG last week. It takes time to put that to one side and get back to normal living in between treatments . You know you can do it friend xx

    Much love Angela x

  • Yep, I’m getting there…just a blip…im good now…

    happy new year to..

    Love to all 

    Mr and Mrs Nigel…xxx