Hi all
I am having my first six month check up tomorrow and feel numb and so anxious. like I'm in a bubble .
I have always had three months checks before this and only the last one was clear I had G2pTa removal on 29th Sept 2020 with 3 recurrences .
I'm so anxious today and just needed to get it out , I know I'm in a better place than many of you here so feel a bit selfish posting this .
The worst thing is today of all days I want a cigarette!!!! Crazy I know . Just keep thinking there is no escape from this , is there anyone here who has survived 5 years without recurrence?? It would be great to hear from you ?
Hi Redboxer, my initial tumour in 2017 was G2T1. So now I have survived 5 and a half years with 4 reoccurences, but in my mind the emphasis is on "survived"! Hooray! My treatment was BCG and 5 TURBTs. I have now had two and a half years all clear which is marvellous but I certainly don't count my chickens. I am always anxious when I go for cystoscopies, now every 6 months like you. Keeping my fingers crossed for you tomorrow. Sending love Hx
Hello Redboxer,
Bladder Cancer is an Anxiety Paradigm. I was diagnosed five years ago. I had a tumour removed followed by chemotherapy and Chemoradiation. I have had three recurrences (superficial tumours) and a six week course of Mitomycin. I am now seventy three years old, relatively fit. I play golf five times a week and walk our old chocolate Labrador as well as taxi driver, child minding, general dogsbody for four beautiful grandchildren. I still get anxious before flexible cystoscopy appointments. It is what it is. Enjoy your life whatever the outcome. Good luck tomorrow. Garviv
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