I am having a bad time lately.
My son is in alcohol recovery and living with me since he tried to take his own life in January. He was doing fine until a relapse 3 weeks ago when he got absolutely smashed, came home, and because I would not let him in the house ( that was the only rule when he came to stay here, that he would never come home drunk). Anyway he started kicking and punching the door and shouting swear words at me. I called the police who took him away. He is now back here as it's the only place he feels safe and I know that if he was alone again he would not last long. I love him dearly and we do get along great, Am hoping he sorts himself out but know it will take a long time. He is getting support from a group.
All the time this is going on I have my bladder cancer.to deal with Now been told yesterday that I have to have my bladder removed.
I am also dealing with all my son's messy divorce.and finances
Feeling very frazzled today
