Anxiety

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Hello all

Not been about much recently as I find it easier to cope if I try to forget about bc as much as possible so apologies but I am back as my anxiety is increasing again recently and people here are so sensible and knowledgeable that I always feel better with the kind replies I have had in the past.

I was diagnosed in June last year and felt fortunate,  post TURBT, to be confirmed  pTa G1 Low risk.  I was also clear at my first 3 mth check.  I have just had my appointment through for my next flexible cystoscopy in late June, 1 year from TURBT and 9 mths from the first post TURBT check.  I don’t know why, perhaps getting the date for the next check made it all seem real again, but since receiving that appointment, my anxiety has been slowly increasing.  I worry it has already come back (I get this weird thing where sometimes before going to bed I want to pee again and again, every minute or so but there is very little voided.  It only happens occasionally and only in the evening).  I don’t have other symptoms and dont know whether I am just being a bit neurotic.

I didnt have symptoms last year and was only diagnosed by chance due to a scan I had  for other investigations so I think I worry a lot that as I didnt know it was there last time, how will I know if it returns.  Don’t know if this makes sense.

Hope you are all doing ok.

Blue.

  • Hi Blue,It is usually cheaper to buy online.As long as the strips test for nitrates (indicative of bacteria) leukocytes and blood as these are the most likely to show up in infection/inflammation.Love Jane x

  • Thanks Jane.  

    I was curious to know if anyone here using them is doing so on the advice/recommendation of their doctor/consultant or specialist nurse - or on their own initiative?

    Best, Blue

  • Hi Blue,I used them before I had cancer as I was always getting infections.I cared for my mother for many years and the strips were handy to test her urine.She had a couple of bad infections which made her delirious,not uncommon in the elderly.Love Jane x

  • Good afternoon Bluebeard 21, how are you today? We all feel a degree of anxiety with the various procedures we go through and I got to thinking that your flexi cystoscopy is going to show  (a) that you are clear or (b) you have a recurrence. If it’s (a) you’ll say thank goodness for that . If it’s (b) you’ll possibly go back to TURBT and you know all about that. I take the view that if I can change anything I will but I’ll rely on the medics rather than worry . Best wishes, John.

  • Hi John  thanks for that  which is no doubt wise advice. 

    Best, Blue