Just back from a covid test prior to my cystoscopy on Tuesday. This flexi was due end of August, so 5 months since my last all-clear. Telling myself to be pragmatic and accepting whatever the result but truth is those niggling fear feelings are creeping back up. I know from experience how heart sinking it is when a recurrence appears before your very eyes. So think I'll make a beetroot and chocolate cake this afternoon and possibly eat the whole lot myself before Tuesday:)
