And it's time for the bi-annual Suz meltdown. Anoscopy in 3 days.
It was supposed to be right to the EUA. They called to schedule it, then said that I'd need to see her (my gastroenterologist) for a visit first. So we set that up, and I added, just to make sure, that this would be a discussion-only visit, no exam. She sounded surprised and said she was pretty sure the doctor would want to do an exam.
That brought us to the usual back-and-forth about getting me anxiety meds before the exam, and something for the pain afterwards. So we got all that set up.
So, at this point, it just looks like another anoscopy. I'm gonna take TWO pills before I go this time and hope it's enough to relax me so I can tolerate that enormous torture device inserted into my poor bottom without screaming and passing out.
'Cuz if I CAN, I assume the EUA won't be necessary.
Whatever happens, I can pretty much count on being on the couch all weekend, hopefully drugged insensible.
I don't get why anoscopies are such an ordeal for me.
:( Suz
Because they are painful. That's why. You've gotten this far. You've got this 
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