Welcome to the online community although I am very sorry to see you here, we would like to help you.
We are here to help all and the title of your post "Furious and Worried" makes me wonder what is making you fell this way, by joining this group you become part of a group of people of all ages who have either had the condition, currently living with the condition or living or caring with someone who has been diagnosed with Anal Cancer and are only to willing to help, support and give advice on been diagnosed.
No matter the question you have to ask whether it be large or small we never consider and question too silly not to give an answer, if you're thinking it, ask it someone in group will have the answer to throw some light on your problem and give you support to overcome it.
Please come back to us and tell us more about yourself and why you feel you couldn't continue with your post. There is no need for you to feel "Furious and Worried" on your own share your concerns with us and let us help you.
