I don’t know how to do this. Thought we were finally able to breathe. My partner died of bowel cancer 3 years ago: 6 month before he died our youngest then 8 was diagnosed with brain tumour.
His last 6mnths which we hoped wouldn’t be that )he was convinced he could turn it round to the end) I spent in and out of hospital with her radio chemo etc she’s a brave amazing funny kid and my eldest then 11 stayed home with a dad who did a lot of resting. It was lockdown. At least before he died he heard that our youngest was ok the treatment worked. I miss him every day he made us laugh and much as I thought I would not I actually started to see a bit of light again recently..
today I had the devastating news that my little ones brain tumour had come back. They can’t cure only treat and we apparently have months hopefully a year but not likely longer with a medullablastoma recurrence. I’m on my knees. I don’t know how to do this. I want to stay positive for her but it’s going to be so hard. There are always outliers please let us be one of the 5% that come back from this.
my poor eldest also I feel so so sorry for just 14 it’s just not fair that’s not a childhood.
