I don’t think my beloved Dad will be with us much longer. It’s difficult to know because he has so many symptoms that sometimes turn out to be something else, but he’s not eating (even though he feels hungry, as soon as he tries to eat he vomits). But you know when you just gave a feeling that this time is different.
I live an hour away and I want to go and spend all my time with him but today I just keep bursting into tears and I don’t want him to see me so upset as he’ll just worry. I don’t know what to, this has all happened so fast and I’m so angry at the G.P and hospital for fobbing him off for months, knowing that could’ve made a difference. I’m trying to balance work and everything and it’s so hard. My (blood) family is literally just me, mum and dad, as my brother passed away suddenly just under two years ago. I’m so scared I won’t be able to cope. I’m very much a daddy’s girl, he stayed at home with me when I was a toddler.
