Just got told my soul mate has 2 advanced cancers ,we may have a few years if treatment and radio therapy hold it,he went to dr in November with sore back and now this.I am totally devastated. It hurts so much that I will lose him, 40 years together and I don't know how to be alone,,I am grief stricken already. How do I cope with this. He is my support. I lost mum to lung cancer few years ago and I saw how awful and painful to see.I am not even over that,, I'm just in pain and loss and scared and feeling for my husband. Life is so unfair and hard.
