Four years ago I lost my wife of thirty years to cancer, then two months after that a close friends wife pass away with cancer, a few weeks after visiting us and saying they were cancer free Then a few weeks later my oldest and best friend told me he had cancer of the spine and was terminal.
i visited once, gave my sage advice, then. I cut off all contact, I just can’t do it again, every day I want talk , but I cannot do it. I just cannot lose my Bootneck mate of 40 years, if I could open my own wrists for a brother from another mother I would, but I cannot take his death. F@@@k
