My wife was diagnosed with terminal pancreatic cancer in early October, to date everyone, after the initial debacle, has been great, our Doctor, the McMillan nurses the hospice, everybody, but it still feels like we are stood on a couple of land mines not knowing when they will explode, given 6 months she is now in not so much as pain as not wanting to leave home! And risk being a way from home, we did a bucket list of things to do, have done some including going up in a light aircraft and flying over landmarks we knew, but we are walking down a path we no experience of walking, does anyone else have a similar feeling, the one that says, great day but hold on should we be having that now.
I know I will lose the love of my life, and a lot sooner than we had planned, and we will not enjoy our retirement together, she is 64,I will always remember the good and bad times, but at least, I have been fortunate to spend time and love her.
