Hello, I'm new here I've just joined. My dad who is my rock has terminal Melanoma which has spread. They have said he won't see out this year & my heart is broken. I'm really not coping very well & I'm eating my emotions most days.
I live abroad so not seeing him as much as I would like to although we do try to get together when we can. Dad is being so positive about it all & we do all talk openly about it & even have some humour in there. I'm just not myself right now & have no interest in anything or motivation to do anything.
I can't imagine him not being in life & not being the strong head of the family 
Thanks for listening.
Hi Muddlingthrough
Ohhh I am so so sorry to hear the sad news of your dad's passing 
I know there are no words that can help you right now. So glad you got to spend some of his last hours by his bedside & also so heartbreaking that you were only minutes late. Really did bring a tear to my eyes to see your message xxx
Please don't be a stranger & keep in touch with how you are managing. I really hope you are not going through this alone lovely.
Take it one day at a time. Much love & hugs to you xxxxxxx
