Hi and welcome to the online community
I'm so very sorry to read that you have just recently lost your son and my heart goes out to you.
I can see that you've already found and posted in the bereaved family and friends group and I'm sure you'll get lots of support from others who have lost a loved one to cancer.
If you feel that you'd like to speak to someone then I can recommend calling the Macmillan Support Line on 0808 808 0000. It's free to call and available every day between 8am and 8pm.
Sending a virtual ((hug))
"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
