Good morning all.
Been a couple of months.
Poked,prodded,diagnosed.
Had oncology yesterday.
About a year to go without treatment.
About 2-3 with.
Feel absolutely shattered.
Expected it, but was hoping for a better deal.
2 week cycles of drips and pumps until I cant take it any more or it stops working.
Then try something else.
Until that stops working.
When treatment runs out, so do I.
Feel like dancing round a fire at midnight with no drawers on.
That'll show em.
Make it rain!
Won't see my pension.
Won't see Bon Jovi.
Do I stay alive for my folks?
Do I just let it happen?
Buggrit.
Bouncing back.
Gonna look at stuff.
Gonna do what I can do.
"Gonna live while I'm alive."
C
