Feelings

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Hey Everyone! I am back again. Trial meds didnt work, my body especially my liver couldnt handle it. Back to square 1, feel like a puppet whos strings have been cut. Full of despair and sadness. Everything is a struggle kids work and life. 1 hand i want it all to be over and die, other hand i want this to be a joke and not be real.

  • Hi  , so sorry to hear that you're in this situation. Are you still working and if yes, can you ask your GP or oncologist to support you and sign you off for sickness? 

    Meanwhile, contact MacMillan on                 0808 808 00 00 and they'll be so helpful in pointing you in the right direction for emotional and financial support. You shouldn't have to face this alone. I believe that I have seen your name in this forum before?

    Good luck 

    Tvman x

    Love life and family.
  • Hi BenglaliMum, well of course you feel overwhelmed with disappointment. You tried the trial meds and it didn't work out. I have no idea what options are still open to you but I only found peace when I accepted the situation as it is. Is there a Maggies nearby? Lots of people on here have given positive feedback regarding support and counselling. Quality of life is a bit hackneyed and overused I know but ultimately it is important for everyone and, in your case, your children too.

    Patrick xx