this is only my second post on here as i normally just read through and not really know what to put down but i just felt i wanted to say how great it is to have this group and a place to say what we are thinking openly.
Someones post about dealing with the optimist's was especially relevant for me as its nice to know i'm not alone with these thoughts, i have even had someone very dear to me comment that maybe if the doctors hadn't told me i was dying that i wouldn't be! You know they mean well & its out of love but there isn't many answers to that one!
So thanks again for a great group!
Are you digging up threads from history, Annette?
I’ve decided not to go to the surgeon any more as every time I go in that room with him the news is just worse and worse! It’s definitely him and not me! 
