Hi friends, I didn't have such good news yesterday. I was supposed to go to my great nephew's 18th family birthday party but I had to ring my sister in law to say that I wasn't feeling up to it. She was married to my elder brother and he unfortunately died a couple of years ago. He and I were very close and it hit me hard at the time. I also spoke to my only other brother on the phone to say I wouldn't see him there. I am his only blood relative left.
I have a blood cancer and I received my latest blood picture from my haematologist yesterday which showed that although my haemaglobin wasn't too bad, my neutrophils were low and my platelets were quite low. They, (the neutrophils), have always been steady but now they seem to be going the same way as the other two constituents. I shed a tear or two after speaking to my brother
I think my low mood began after posting a message on the Community News which is at the bottom of this page. It's entitled something like "Telling children about cancer". I can't remember the exact title and I don't want to go to find it and discover that I've lost this post.
My little Toyota Yaris broke down with a broken rear axle yesterday. I've had her from new since 2006, it has clocked up over 150,000 miles and I've just paid almost £350 to get her ready for MOT which is on Monday. The garage mechanic phoned me yesterday morning to say that he has sourced a rear axle from a local scrapyard and he'll do his best to get it ready for Monday's appointment.
So mixed emotions yesterday, mainly the wrong sort.
Take care and stay safe everyone
Tvman xx
Hi tvman,
sorry to hear your news. News like that can set us back emotionally and also not to feel well enough to see your great nephew and brother. I hope you get to see them soon when you are feeling better.
i have good days and crash out with fatigue in the afternoons.
sorry about the car it’s weird we get attached to cars when we have had them a long time.
xxx
Ruth
Thanks Ruth, I am looking forward to seeing my brother. He comes to see me once a month usually and we go out for lunch. I normally don't get up until lunchtime because of fatigue caused by the blood cancer. I'll maybe work for a couple of hours and after dinner I'll fall asleep on the settee.
I don't drive the car much, my wife takes it to work and back and when I was working I always had my truck to get around in.
Still, the thought of losing the car and then in two years my wife retires. I then have the dilemma of keeping the motability car or using that money for a car between us.
Take care and stay safe Ruth
Tvman xx
Oh tvman, that has been a really shitty day for you. I hope they have something they can do for you? You know, i think it helps to have a cry now and then...just let it out.
About the car...i get you there...my yaris is 11 now and i call her my little red girl , don't wanna loose her ether ...good you have a great mechanic..big hug to you. Pet
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