Morning
I’m really struggling to stop crying this morning. Had awful dream, crying that I wouldn’t be my sons mum anymore, then woke up crying, and it was real! The worst kind of dream! Just off for a blood test to check my thyroid as had thyroid cancer 22 years ago, I don’t even care, what’s the point, I’ve got another cancer now, which is incurable. Who cares what my thyroid is doing !!!!
Sorry, I know we are all suffering, I’m just having a little meltdown!
xxx
O dear I am sorry.
i tend to brood at night on my own because I don’t want to worry others. Yesterday after talking to my oncologist I am coming to realise ( not quite there yet) that there will be no more treatment for me and I will have to let things take their natural course.
the good thing about this site is we can say how we are feeling .
It is good to have a melt down then you can carry on with your life and feel better for it xxx
Ruth
Have a meltdown now and again Jane, it clears your system out. You would be unusual indeed if you never had them.
And Ruth ... It's not over until it's over. You have told plenty of people on here no one knows what's around the corner so you know that's true.
Xxx to you both.
Jane we all have melt downs, it was waiting for my last scan results that got me it lasted about a week!, so meltdown and rant thinking of you and hope the thyroid tests are OK
Ruth just keep on keeping on sending hugs
Those kind of dreams are horrible. Hopefully you don't get them too often cos they trigger bad thoughts.
I had similar this week, it's not good.
Christine x
Hi Jane, hope you've woken up feeling brighter today. We all get like that from time to time. The mind is very powerful and it can consume you. Do something lovely for yourself today!
Hugs
little-fi x
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