Afternoon all
Today I got a call to say starting my treatment next Thursday, which made me panic as I thought it was quite soon, to what they’d said it would be, 3 weeks.
Two hours later I got another call to say they’d spoken to the radiotherapy/oncologist and she wanted me to start this Monday!!!!
I asked why, was it now more urgent?, she said it’s because you’d asked for it to be as soon as possible. Really! Since when does little me, get any authority over anyone else, I’m confused!
And, has anyone got any advice on how to stop being so grumpy and snappy at people, as I just avoid them, so I don’t have to pretend I’m ok, I saw my parents and sister for a walk today, I was so miserable. The hospital called me three times whilst I was out for a couple of hours. It’s all so tiring, I got so confused with my dates as it all changed again, I’d left my diary at home, (something I never do)
I only laughed when my dad tripped over 
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