hi susan and amanda, been having problems posting on the other post so thought i would carry on here and see if it works!! how has your weekend been? susan do things feel a little easier for you this year or not really? i feel so sorry for you having all those people around you last year when i bet all you wanted to do was run didnt you? its awful with christmas coming isnt it i even go shopping online as to not have to go shopping with all the xmas things about. i feel so selfish and bitter at the moment and dont want to, i can hear my mum saying come on karen dont be like that but its hard isnt it. i feel so lonely tonight i just want to talk and have a cuddle and a kiss with my mum, sometimes it really hits even harder doesnt it? speak to you both soon, and hope you are bearing up. we all need each other dont we? my love and thoughts are with you love karen xxxxx
Hi you two-- hope youve both enjoyed some nice spring sunshine in your gardens. Jayne- we have more dandelions than plants in ours,so i tell everyone that i'm cultivating a wildlife garden!!!
Tomorrow i'm at school in the morning - i do a couple of hours per week paid work- so i shant be around until later in the day. not sure yet wether or not to do the shopping tonight.Kind of important if we want to eat for the rest of the week, but im so tired i can hardly stand and the pleasures of the supermarket are not at all appealing at the moment!!! Am off to cook tea, then i might come back later. XX
I did get out in the back garden, but the dandylions are in the front and i was worried about making a twit of myself out there. I re potted 2 house plants. Its funny because i never did like them, but now i'm really protective of them. They have lovely blue flowers, but when not in flower look like lettuce or cabbage leaves. When i came back in through the patio door to the little bedroom, i smelt mums perfume !!!! Its the first time ive smelt it in this house. I think she may have been with me and thinking 'why are you doing that, you always hated those plants' !! Anyway, i've done it now.
Karen, did you manage to get outside, it was lovely wasnt it?
Marie, do they need anyone else at the school? I could do with a few hours work.
Pleased to say, my knee bandage is off, still very swollen, but i think i'll be ok tomorrow, so will get out and about, hopefully.
Hope to see you back later, but you know what i'm like, i hardly get back later, i'm usually either in front of the box or i go and sit in the bedroom and just look out the garden. So might see you later, if not, will be back tomorrow no doubt. take care everyone, love jayne xxx
(cant believe i just spelt my own name wrong then !) definately losing it.
I've made a decision.im def.NOT going shopping,so we're all going to starve for the rest of the week!!! what i'll have to do is a shop at our local shop when i come out of school tomorrow.That means i'll have no choice of goods,ands i'll be paying over the odds for what i do get,but it's worth it to not have to face a big shop tonight!!!
Its nice to think your mum is still around with you Jayne.sadly,i've had no feeling at all that mine is anywhere near.If i dont see you later i'll hopefully catch you at some point tomorrow.glad the knee seems to have improved a bit.XXXX
I see it was v quiet here last night. I hope that was because everyone had an early night and got a good nights sleep? I went for a lay down at 8 (intending to get up later) and fell asleep, didnt wake up till 5 this morning! must've been really tired. I hope everyone is ok today, speak later. jayne x
had an awful night last nigh didnt hardly sleep at all, so shattered today.
i have a docs appointment at half 3 finally!! so see what she says, she is lovely she treated my mum through her illness so she understands whats been going on, its hard work when you have to keep going over things isnt it?
jayne how wonderful your mum was with you, did it give you some comfort?
marie are you food shopping today? great what we women have to do isnt it?
susan and louise bet you cant wait for this week to end then you can have a nice well deserved break.
amanda how are you? hope your ok.
liz, jodie, sharon and everyone else, i hope your all ok.
Hi Jayne-- Hi karen-- it has been quiet on here today!! i thought i'd get back from work and have loads of posts to catch up on!!!
I hope that you get on ok at the docs. later Karen. you sound as if you like her,so that always helps.Sorry you didn't sleep again last night.Make a list of all the things you need to tell the doc, 'cause if you're anything like me you'll forget, and we only get 5 minute appointments anyway,so we can't afford to miss anything out!!!!!
How are you doing today Jayne?? clearly you needed a good rest., although when that happens to me,and i fall asleep when i've intended to get up again,it throws me completely,and i'm usually in a right bad mood when i wake up!!! %am isn't the most ideal time to be awake,and i bet you couldn't get back to sleep again then.most annoying!!!!! Hows the knee???
Hi Karen, sorry you had a rotten night again. I hope you got on ok at the docs and she has sorted something out for you. Good idea of Maries to write everything down, i usually forget stuff. Let us know how you got on, and hopefully see you later. love jayne xxx
p.s. yes, i did feel that mum was with me yesterday.
p.p.s., are you still going for the interview tomorrow?? I had a phone call from the one i put my cv into on monday, they want me to go for an interview on monday at 10.30 (must be something about mondays at 10.30). I fancy this one, its in a medical centre !!!!! right up my street i should think ??
