hi susan and amanda, been having problems posting on the other post so thought i would carry on here and see if it works!! how has your weekend been? susan do things feel a little easier for you this year or not really? i feel so sorry for you having all those people around you last year when i bet all you wanted to do was run didnt you? its awful with christmas coming isnt it i even go shopping online as to not have to go shopping with all the xmas things about. i feel so selfish and bitter at the moment and dont want to, i can hear my mum saying come on karen dont be like that but its hard isnt it. i feel so lonely tonight i just want to talk and have a cuddle and a kiss with my mum, sometimes it really hits even harder doesnt it? speak to you both soon, and hope you are bearing up. we all need each other dont we? my love and thoughts are with you love karen xxxxx
Sorry, I didn’t notice your other message last night. Are you ok today? You sounded quite down in your message to Jayne. These “special days” just bring everything back to the surface don’t they?
I’d really love to hear all about your dear mum, Susan, so I’ll keep popping back later today.
You take care
Thanks for being there.
Lots of love
Louise
xxx
PS Did you manage to get a plant sorted out for your mum?
And thanks for your post.I kept coming on here all day yesterday, but no one was about, very quiet.How are you?Yes, I bought mums roses on Friday, and I got her card out this morning, I've put it next to her photo (Mum and Dad), I couldn’t read it though, don’t know why, maybe when I take it down I will read it again.
No, didn’t go in the garden yesterday, I persuaded hubby to cut the lawn as my back is still not too good, I'm getting worried about it now.Have never had back trouble this long before and don’t know why it only really gets worse at night when I'm laying down, like something is pressing on me.I don’t know.
It’s a really sad day for all of us isnt it?I can't believe my mums not here (well, in person anyway), but I'm sure she's here in spirit.I think she was watching England play rugby yesterday, she liked watching it with my husband.
What was your card like that Jonathan made?Its your second mothers day for you Susan, and still no easier?It just doesn’t seem possible that they're not here does it?why did this happen to them.I'm crying again now, I knew it wouldn’t be long before the tears started today.But our mums are ok and they're with our dads and happy.We will see them again, I know it doesn’t help today, but just hang on to the thought that they will be waiting for us Susan.We have to have some little bit of hope to hold on to and keep us going.Your Mum will be watching you and Jonathan today and smiling at how you all have coped so well.
I’ll probably be back later to have a good natter with you.Take care Susan, lots of love jayne xxx
I hope you're all ok.Glad to hear of your dads sale, a very busy time now for you all, and also some strange feelings I would imagine.A mixture of emotions regarding the sale.I hope you get through the day ok on Wednesday and its not too sad for you all.Just remember all the happy times you had there and know that your Mum will be with you and wishing everyone all the luck in the world, she will be happy for you all and know that it was the right decision for your Dad to make.I hope Sunday is not too painful for you.Your Mum will be watching and smiling at Aaron and Josie and sending you her love for a special Mum, from a special Mum.Take care Amanda, hope to speak to you soon, love jayne xxx
Thanks for your message.I hope you're ok today even though we are all feeling the loss even more so on this day.I guess you're going to the cemetery, I'd like to hear about the flowers you took, only if you don’t mind telling me.I bought yellow roses, I always do.It looks like you may have some snow already up there, I just saw the weather.We have it forecast for tomorrow.I hope you manage to stay warm while you're with your Mum and Dad Louise.Speak later, take care, love jayne xxx
How are you all?Just to let you know I'm thinking about you all and hoping things are ok.I hope your boys are looking after you today and making it a special one for you.Our mums will be watching us and know what we have done for them today, they will be smiling and be proud at how we’ve all coped during these months without them.Take care, and hope to see you very soon, love jayne xxx
I hope you have a lovely day with your Mum, cherish the memories.Speak soon, love jayne xxx
Hi Marie
How are you?A very sad day, but we will get through it.What did you buy your Mum?Are your boys pampering you today?I hope everything is ok with you all and you manage to have some smiles today.Your Mum will be with you and watching your day.She's not far away Marie.Take care, speak soon, love jayne xxx
Hi Jodi
I hope you're bearing up today.It’s a difficult day for us all isnt it, but we will be ok.Our mums wouldn’t want us to be sad, they would want us to remember them and smile at all the good times.This weekend has been a very difficult one for you Jodi, I've been thinking about you and hoping you get through it.take care, love jayne xxx
Hi Liz
I hope you're ok.Thinking about you and hope that today is not too painful for you.We will all be ok, we will be strong enough to get through this.Keep in touch, take care, love jayne xxx
And thanks. Im sorry about your dad, its hard isnt it. Some of us on here have also lost our dads, so another day to dread for us. It also would have been my dads birthday on March 28th, so another day to get through. But we all have each other and will be strong, our parents would have wanted that. Hope you have a good day Julie. Take care, love jayne xxx
Sorry about the short message earlier. Have taken my 10 steps back again I think and don’t know how to get out of this big black hole that I’m in. Like the rest of you, I wish so much I could talk to Mum just now-she’d sort me out!!
I’m really sorry to hear your back is still playing up, Jayne. It must be a real worry now. What did the dr say? I think I may need to go back about these chest pains. They did go away for a couple of days but I felt really sick again last night. I really don’t want to bother him if it’s just stress or anxiety but like you I’m a bit worried now as I’m never ill. My brother is not helping matters as he has just told me that my Sister in Law is going into hospital next week but will only say it’s nothing serious. I can’t speak to her as she doesn’t know I know. She had a bit of a scare a few weeks ago when she found a lump on her breast and had to go for tests etc. Again she didn’t want to worry me and does not know that my brother told me. ( he needed to speak to someone) I’m really worried that there’s more to this. I told my brother that I don’t need protecting but he’s adamant that it’s nothing.
How’s your mum’s yellow roses? What a lovely idea of putting up the card. I’m just back from my trip to the cemetery and it was awful. It is bitterly cold here and there is a howling gale. We have only one vase there (Mum’s decision) and my brother “asked permission” to put in special flowers today which meant that I had to find something else. I took a basket of begonias. They were lovely but while I was fetching some water, it tipped over and half the heads came off. I’ve been down on my hands and knees trying to dig a little hole to set it in and crying so much with the cold and emotion. Oh for normality!!!
Off to try and have some lunch now. Hope to chat soon.
