Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
Like the tale bout the girl alone driving down a dark country lane, in the headlights above yeah was a pram in the road, she screached to a halt, got out and looked in the pram, nothing in it, so she pushed it to the side of the road and carried on with her journey
A little further on a man jumped from the back seat brandishing a knife ............scared yet cos I am ............
Hey foggy You say the sweetest things! lol Howd you know i got blue eyes???? You been spying on me again!! lol Foggy how i love ya how i love ya my dear old foggy I'd walk a million miles for one of ya smiles my foggggggyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Hey chickie teresa now calm down hun It ain't the dead that you got to be scared about it's the living!!! lol We all go to foggys lane i say have a reaaly scarey time then back to his for drinky poos and eats!!! Fab eve if you ask me i'm well up for it love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxx
One night I after visiting my mate who lives by a cemetery and was waiting at a bus stop about midnight. I noticed a big black car approaching and stuck my thumb out just on the off chance of a lift. Anyway it stopped so I jumped in. It started to move off in complete silence and I looked up and noticed that there was no driver !
After a short while it stopped and I jumped out. Just then a bloke appeared out of nowhere. "There's something wrong with that car" I said. "I know" he said, "I.ve just had to push the f**ker the last mile !".
hey you lot!!! There's a lot of willies going around here tonight i think i'm starting to blush!!!! lol Hey foggy we're all coming to yours for you to put the willies in us!!! lol Love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxx
