Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
Ok Mick,.....Change your plans, LOL!.....no ,seriously , (yes, change them,if you can, seriously!) be in touch in morn p/m or call you. We're coming down on 3rd now...... so it's a must!!
Ok gang......going to seee my all tme hero, man of my dreams, on sat in old Brum (shit, sorry Mick, forgot to say I was goin to see Stevie Wonder too!)
Can I wait????.........hell, no..... this is honestly (as immature as I sound) the most excited I been in decades.......but.....He's Mistra Know It All.....I know, I know, i'm sorry, getting carried away now! I wish you were all going!!
Yes Teresa I did know what I was eating it was an eat as much as you can buffet. On the menu were Camel, Emu, Kangeroo, Croc, Yabbies, Beef and Turkey. The roo is delicious as is the Emu. The camel is like eating sandals and the croc is like eating car tyres. Australians love Gravy and serve it with everything. including Fish and chips.
Have you eaten sandals and car tyres before then?? What are Yabbies and gravy with fish and chips? sounds like you are having a great time and am very pleased that you're doing so xx
Hey Charles a vegeterians nightmare then !! did you take your own large plate?? I went to an "all you can eat chinese buffet" the other night, trouble is you get full then can eat it all again in an hour,
Aussie sounds fab I have friends in Perth who are always asking me to go and see them, you have inspired me to visit
Hey Teresa looks like just you and me again, at least we can say we are always the last ones standing !! oh and the dickie watchman in Glasgow, hes ether fell asleep or its like the shineing ha ha
