Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
Mates can you imagine it? it didnt just takeover the plate it took over the table, no way could it of been chicken, 6 foot bloody tall ha ha Just "meat" as they say here "meat"
Paul - Yayyyy! How are you my friend? .... Bet you surprised I'm still up!.....will p/m you bud, I owe you one.....aw my wee sweetheart!!!! - you blushing yet???
Kate - Not in Portugal now, usually there for about a month inJune/July, near Villamoura- D'Oura to be precise. Have great friends in Portimao!
Theresa, I'm ok'ish....was just saying to few friends, maybe about time i did bio....just to appease the 'curious'. Pissed off with 'friendly .....'and what did you say your... was' .......... Hey, ho. .Have 'talked' it over with few friends and maybe do a 'scaled down' version. Hey Schmooster, you listening? Y'all talk sense :-)
My only thoughts re you are for you and Michaela....always look out for you both, as you know, .....how cruel is this sodden life....... ok, won't go into it now, but you're both in my thoughts as always......
Juls....how CAN you function at this hour....then get up for work....beyond me...ANG!!!
Charles = Luckiest guy on planet right now......so wish it were me!
They had an item on the news this morning saying we should all eat kangeroo instead of beef to prevent Global warming. Cows and methane apparently cause more problems than jets
Emu ?? oh forgiveme i have a dreadful sense of humour, but did Rod Hull aka Emus owner die turning the arieal ?? Them legs are skinny Charles, all bone and no meat I guess
