Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
You're right, if the S part is good enough for you then it has to be for me, you CCC (lol) jesting :-) well done you for your preminition head (I hope Spain win) shame you don't have it on when it comes to the premiership but hey winners can't be losers can they?? I bet Daryll and Daley are gutted lol!! so do ya fancy a bet on either team or the score?? love and hugs your chickie MUS xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey my chickie Teresa OI you cheeky MUS!!! Just couldn't resist the premiership dig could you!! lol our time will come next season when we thrash you no probs!! Besides we got the best manager in the world now so ole Fergie will have his dog chewing a wasp face on for sure! lol I think Spain will win 2-1 but we will see eh? You really are one cheeky chickie and i think i may have to demote you soon!! lol love and hugs your CCC MHM XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Good night chickie Shelliey, sleep tight and sweetest of dreams babe, have to have a word with our MHM now as she talking about demoting me ;-( ha ha xxxxx
dear MHM, no pun intended but you didn't get anywhere did ya? ;-( I will be on my best behaviour till next season if you promise not to demote me (but to what? an egg?) Whenever I have a bet I always go for 2-1 in the team I favour so because you have I'm going 3-2 Spain, enjoy your cuppa and tv programmes and hope you get some sleep yourself, lots of love to you all your chickie MUS/Teresa xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey my chickie teresa ok eggy i won't demote you then if you promise to be a good chickie! lol I hope you and our baby chick Michaela have a peaceful night babe and that you both manage to get some sleep Will chat to you again soon You take care love and hugs your CCC MHM XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Looking for a home to park my self. This place looks fine. No one about. Very quiet. Lots of feathers lying around, and the odd egg shell. Must be a palce for the birds to hang out. Will tuck up in a corner and watch proceedings. Marvellous to think I am off to watch a footy match while England snores.
Hee hee "smashing post charles" Didnt think the ozzies played much footie? thought cricket was much more their bag !, have a great day and come back to the nest, where the birds hang out xxxxxxxxx Well kate did it again, zzzzzzz all over laptop, Mells you should of prodded me, seems I missed a lot of fun, pissed up shells for a start ha ha, hope your head dont hurt this morning Shell O happy one xxxxxxxxx
Madwoman Butty Mophead Sue, wot you on about ruin Kates evening ??? you make my evening you crazy chick See you got run over by a steam roller?................................................Why the long face lol..............................xxxxxxxxxxxx keep takeing them nutter pills............look at me....................ok maybe not ................xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Now ladies MHM Teresa,,,, Of course Spain were a cert to be in the final,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Theres only one Fernando Torres hee hee and kates in luurrvvee.................................................................................watch out next season chicks cos liverpool gonna do it
Lisa hope you sleeping now, Hey to all other chickies, look at the time, can you believe it? No nor me......................
Hey Rooster Schmooster of luurvve Reckon the blondes the nicest, cos shes a fellow scouser hee hee yeah break was ok mate, real comfy cottage, DB onlys managed an hour or two outta bed each day, bless her hey You can see where we went, ruralretreats.co.uk property name Rhewl Ucha Conway, though Kate nicknamed it "You Fuc*A", you know me bruv ha ha, your a welsh boy aint ya ? Soo posh, welcome pack had a case of fancy smancy wine ( didnt get wasted yeah !) orgasmic coffee, bread cheese, butter, jam etc, mean organic ha ha
