AM I THE ONLY CARER WHO NEVER SLEEPS!!!!!

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Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
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    Testing testing kate 123 !!
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    Hurrah well done mooms, " theres no place like home, theres no place like home........................................................."

    Be back in a bit xxxxxxxx

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    Hey my chickies!
    Well well well what have you been up to chickie Kate????? lol
    You and chickie Teresa seem to keep blocking me pages with your photo attempts!!!!
    Now i may have to slap you both with me wet lettuce leaf but i will forgive you both this time ok?
    How you post photo's on here from photo bucket and not the whole page so everyone can get into your account is as follows.
    1) log into photo bucket
    2)click on my albums
    3) right click on the photo you want to send
    4)go down to copy and click on that
    5)come onto here either as a post or p/m
    6)right click again where you want the photo to be
    7)go down to paste and click
    8)hey presto one photo and no others!!! lol
    9)once the photo is on here or as a p/m you can then resize as you wish by clicking on the photo which causes some arrows to come up round the edges just click and drag to how small or large you want it.

    Hope this helps and stops you corruping me pages! lol
    I'm not really moaning at you chickies just trying to help you out!
    Love you both really! lol
    Hope all well with you both and your lovely families?

    Hey chickie Mooms well done for sorting the little prob out earlier that the naughty chickies caused! lol
    Have to start calling them fiddling Kate nad Teresa me thinks! lol
    The fiddling Twins that sounds good to me what do you think? lol

    Well all my chickies me and daz fell asleep at 2pm and didn't wake till 8pm!lol
    What a lazy MHM i am! lol
    I must admit i feel loads better for it though so probably what i needed eh? lol
    Daz doing good he's awake now! wahoo! lol
    Bless his little heart!
    I hope all my chickies are well tonight and thank you all so very much for your kind messages and thoughts means a lot to me
    Feel the LURVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL
    Love you all lots and Mooms my little star you gonna get a big fat gold award for sorting the pages out!!
    Hope you enjoy it but you gotta do your acceptance speach for it! lol
    SPEACH..............SPEACH.................SPEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
    waiting for that! lol

    Hope to hear from you all very soon and you all take care
    love and hugs your MHM xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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    Hi mhm xoxoxox
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    hi donna, not sure hun, u cud try some neat washing up liquid hun, but other than that i havent got a clue hun xoxoxoxox
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    hhey my hippy chickie Don Don!! lol
    To get ink out of fabric use milk!!
    Yeah yeah you say but honestly it works and no awful odours to content with!
    Just pour some on the stain then blot up with a soft clean cloth keep redoing until hey presto all gone!!
    You can then use warm soapy water to clean after and get ri of the milky smell
    Try it and tell me how you get on ok?
    Love and hugs Mrs fix it MHM xxxxxxxxxxx
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    hhey my chickie Shell
    how you doing hun?
    Hope you are well and that all's well
    love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxxx
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    Hi MHM, am on mega low 2day hun xoxox

    Donna will ansa u here its easier lol. It was Child and Adolescent Mental Health Team who sed his behaviour is down to my previous PND and cancer hun, have got a TAC meeting at skool next thursday wiv the educational psychologist so am going to talk to her

    xoxoxoxox
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    hey my hippy chickie Don Don
    any milk will do babe it absorbs the ink so no worries about that.
    Try on your "blue suede shoes" too it wont harm them as not chemical but you may have to get a specialist cleaning fluid for them.
    Hope this helps a bit and good luck!
    Just give it a go you have nothing to loose eh?
    One of Daley's teachers at school told me about the ink and milk thing as he had ink all over his shirt and i though oh yeah sure it won't work but it did and it was dry too.
    Let me know how you get on ok?
    love and hugs MHM xxxx
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    Hey MHM
    sooooooooooo glad you managed to get some sleep good on ya!
    hope you ok been thinking lots about you and Daz
    love and hugs chickie sue butty mophead madwomanxxxx
    p.s who nearly got run over by a bmw didnt see the car ooooppppppsssss...........................squash lol