Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
Dear Kate, what a lovely thoughtful best friend your DB has, and what a lovely way to have a bit of respite and Dad- time! Bet you feel loads better for that!
Hey feathered chicky friends, dad and I had a marvellous time being snooty nobs for the afternoon lol , mums friend staying the night so maybes we will have breakfast in a greasy spoon in the morning ha ha, hate to do posh all the time , variety spice of life hey ?, sure we will ,hope so, fried bread and all the trimmings lol Thanks for being my friends buckets of lurve squiffy Kate xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Chickie Kate, think you are in the wrong country for one of the best greasy spoon brekkers I've EVER had, it is under a railway bridge in Glasgow, fabulous, it is, can highly recommend it to all anywhere near! can give directions if needed!
helen voice of an angel direct away likkkle chickie Im all for a gut buster lol, I was born in Edingbrurgh Ive had heap loads of fun this weekend, hope it rubs off on my feathered friends whom I love dearly yeah , now direct me to the best greasy spoon in town xxxxxxxx Your Mate Kate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
It's right by Glasgow Cross, called the Coronation Cafe, under the railway bridge and we have had the very best full Scottish breakfast I've EVER had in my life!
