Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
hey chickie sue butty! LOL!!! You just made me laugh so much! Maybe i should be calling you chickie sue butty mophead now! lol Tell Michael to be nice or i'll be a bopping him for sure! lol Bet it was funny though! You really are a funny lady! lol Love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxxxx
Oh MHM it must have been funny if it had been filmed i could have got £250.00 from youve been frammed lol there was me telling him to get out the way so i could tun the water off and he was sitting in a puddle of water bless him i bet he wished he had stayed out now lol im glad he didnt thou as i would be suround with water by now it didnt help that i was watching big brother as well so that will teach me a lesson be more observant in future it could only happen to me thats for sure i keep sitting here giggling to myself and Michael keeps looking at me as if to say i have lost it i am going to try and get some sleep now i have promise the kids that i will take them to the cemtery tomorrow (today) so had better try and get some rest if i can dont want to do it but i know i got for the kids sakes and i will regret not going if i dont so i will say good night for now and thank you loving you right back hugs chickie sue buttyxxxx
chickie debbie I have left you a message on your thread. But will also say th same thing here. If you click on view mellymoo's profile at the end of my message you will be able to read my story and at the bottom of that page it should say request as a friend. If you click on that then i will get a request from you which i will accept. Then i will send you a p/m to let you know. To recieve a p/m if you look at the left of the screen it will say messages, etc. Click on messages ( it will say how many private messages you have if you have any ok) and it will take you to another screen. Click on the message you have to open it then you will be able o read what it says. If you want to reply to the message you go to the bottom of the message screen and it sayd send reply. Click on that then write your message and click send that is at the bottom of that page. I know it sounds a bit complicated hun but once you have done it, it will come easier ok? Let me know if you want any further help ok? Love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxxx
hey chickie sue butty mad mophead woman! lol Ok babe you sleep well and have sweet dreams and i will speak to you again soon. Hope to speak to you again very soon and hope also that tomorrow is not too painful for you. Thinking of you and still holding your hand Much love and big hugs Your mhm xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Now I have a funny story about water leaks. Many years ago when the children were babies, I had done some work in the bathroom, fiting a vanity unit which meant removing and replacing the taps.
I got up the next morning and was only wearing shorts and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth. As I turned the cold tap on, it came off in my hand. I grabbed a towel and used it to try and stop the water. Because it was the cold tap the pressure was too high but I did manage to stem the flow. I called to Irene in a sort of loud whisper, I didn't want to wake the kids and said "Irene, the tap's come off come here". "What?" she said. "the cold tap has come off, come here1". I said. "sod off" she said, "you're only trying to get me out of bed to make you a coffee". "No the f**cking tap has come off and the water is squirting all over the place, come here !" I said. "If you're joking you'll regret it" she said. "just get your arse in here NOW !" I said. " "say please" she said "@#;~~&&£"£$%Y&Y". I said. "not if you swear at me" she said. By now she appeared at the bathroom door with an expression of a bulldog licking the piss off a nettle.
When she saw that I was NOT joking, I told her to hold the towel over the pipe while I rushed downstairs, out of the front door (it was before I put a door from the house into the garage) and opened the garage door to get at the stop cock. She grabbed the towel and I forgot I was only in shorts.
I rushed down stairs, opened the door and realised I didn't have the garage keys. I ran back to get them. On the way out I collided with the milkman who was bending over putting the milk down and collecting the empties. I actually rolled over his back and landed on the drive with my shorts around my knees.
At this point he dropped his milk and went into a defensive 'boxing' stance, fists clenched and raised ! As I struggled to my feet he said something along the lines of dirty f*cking homo.........I didn't have time to argue, I opened the garage door and switch off the water. I apologised to the milky and went back to re-fit the tap.
The next week after Irene had paid him, she said "I'm the one who is supposed to come to the door in the nude and seduce the milkman - not you".
hey rooster of lurve HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have just been in hysterics!!!! You're poor milkman bet he didn't know what hit him! lol Can imagine it all though in very vivid detail lol ;) love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey chickie Debbie I have accepted your friend request and have sent you a p/m. I said you could do it didn't i? lol See you are clever after all! lol Love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxx
hey chickie kate does that mean we have to type sideways too for you to be able to read our messages?? lol Ole foggy is here i'm sure he can help with that as i'm not too good with computers i'm afraid! lol Hows you and our DB tonight? Hope DB sleeping well bless her and is all comfy Love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxxxx
